I’ve missed a few writing- and reading-progress posts lately. No excuses. Just an explanation: Life, quite simply, happened. There were happy- and not-so-happy things that led to exhaustion, a near-breakdown, and almost total radio- (read: internet) silence.
I’m a bit better, now. I’m limping along. My frustration tolerance is severely fried. The slightest life setbacks–and there have been at least 2 per day, every day, for the past two weeks now–make me want to curl up into a ball.
But today, not so much. Enough is enough. I’m getting back on the horse. Gotta go the distance, just like Rocky. Although I’m doing it to a laid-back Menahan Street Band groove, rather than the full-on Bill Conti one.
I lugged the laptop-formerly-known-as-my-desktop out to the writing spot. This is the first time in almost three years I haven’t been hunched over a netbook. I gotta say my back and neck feel better for it. If I can just get a new battery for this beast (current battery holds absolutely no charge whatsoever), I might try this more often. The screen is bigger (obviously) and I forgot just how much better the audio sounds. I mention it only because this machine is helping me do something very important right now, namely get a global view of everything I have to catch up with. Increased screen real estate makes that so much easier.
My head’s a jumble right now, and having a mess of open text-files, sticky notes, and mind maps is helping me flush that jumble out of my head and into something I can later organize and act on. Because it’s no use “going the distance” if you don’t even know where you are, let alone where you’re going.
I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time. š But good for you in taking back what you love to do despite it all!!
((((((((((HUG))))))))))
Aww buddy sending some hugs, Riesling and and a bubbly muse who promises to keep quiet.
Try and take it easy!
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Thanks! You guys are the bestest! š